Part Five

I walked around my car so that I was between mine, and his. I looked at the blackness, where I imagined his face would be. Shako ta'3yeem ya3ni? I couldn't see a thing. I looked around. No one. I quickly tucked my letter in the door handle. I gave the blackness another glare. I wish I could just get a glimpse. But no, nothing. I sighed, and turned my back on the car, on my way to go to my quiz, (which I know i'll write nothing sensible in) wondering if wut I did was considered sane, or otherwise....

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I went to class feeling numb. I doodled through my quiz; wut do I care about a stupid quiz when I just did the most daring thing in my life? I noticed the professor eyeing me wearily.. After ten minutes of doodling, I went to hand in my quiz.

Dr a7mad: zaina? Feech shay?

Me: ana? La dr, shfeeni?

Dr a7mad (pointing at the scribbles on my paper) : hatha mo shi'3il ash6ar wa7da in my class

Me (blushing with the long lost compliment): mo darsa dr..

Dr a7mad: aah.. Ok wutever the reason is, shidday 7ailich. I don't want to have to fail one of my best students

Me: inshallah dr...

I shot out of class. Nag9a ana fashla? I walked around a bit not knowing wut to do with myself. I went to the usual place we sit at me and ma3ali. She was there, with a grumpy face. Wellaaiiin, akeed m3a9ba. I walked over and sat down beside her, silently.

Ma3ali: la wallah? Wainich min ams adig 3alaich jihazich msakkar?! Yannait wana am callin u!!

Me: sorry wallah sorry.. Kint mithayga oo mali 5ilg 7atta nafsi fa sakkart il jihaz..

Ma3ali: isharha 3alay illi ga3da a7ateech :(

Me: ooooh ma3ali yalla 3aaaad... Mwah yalla la tiz3ileen ;*

Ma3ali: ee ashwa ba3ad hehe ;p

Me: mmm ma3ali? Bagoolich shay..

Ma3ali: goolay

Me: err.. Umm..

Ma3ali: ya waili shimsawya!!

Me: ha.. Inzain agoolich bas la t3a9been?

I told her simply of wut I had done. Her eyes were popping a bit more with every word I say. Omg was it that bad?

Me: oo bas :s

Ma3ali: zayoon? Wallah ti6la3 minnich 7arakat!! Oo laish 5asha 3anni inna ga3id yil7igich kil mukan?! Oo la7tha ta3alay hatha ma 3inda shi'3iiil diraasaa shay isawee b7ayaata?!

Me: mmm madri.. Kaifa 5al ysawi illi yabi intay shako?

Ma3ali: yaaaa 3aini illi itdaafi3 3anna min al7eeeen ;)

Me: hehe chub ;$

The day was over and I had to go home. I was hoping I would find him still parked beside my car. But no he wasn't. Like DUH he must have other stuff to do other than stalking me. I walked to my car, the car lot already more than half empty. I was thinking of wut to do when I get home.. There's a project that I need to start working on.. I'll straighten my hair for tomorrow.. I'll do some jogging on the treadmill.. I'll start working on the... And then it caught my eye.. From a few meters away from my car.. I saw it. The same page I ripped from my note in the morning. Tucked into the door handle just as I had done, was the paper I gave him this morning. I was frozen in my steps. No way. He turned me down? Ubbay.. Ubbay.. Olla yal fashla.. Ubbay la ykoon it was someone else's car? Wut if he wasn't following me after all? My eyes started to tear.. I heard footsteps behind me.. Urgh! It was a guy I know in my major.. 7adda lazga o he just waits for the chance to chat about anything. I moved on to my car before he could start another stupid conversation.

I got to my door, looking down at my note sadly. First time I make a move and I get turned down. Well that's a lesson to learn. I took the note and opened the door. I threw in my bag with the note and threw myself over the seat. Wait.. Wasn't the note a whole page that I had ripped? This looked like a half page.. I half jumped over to pick it up. I was so eager to open it that I fumbled and took more time than I should.. I opened it and my eyes went as wide as they ever could be..

Sorry I haven't got any paper, I had to rip urs in half.. Wanted to keep ur piece if u don't mind..
Am really sorry that wut am doing is bothering u.. I wasn't aware that u had seen me following u.. But I promise u won't see me again.. Just take care of urself..
PS: I love ur eyes

I hugged the paper and realized, with tears starting to fall, that my stupidness was going to end his stalking that I had fallen in love with...